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Private [11 Feb 2006|10:57am]
[ mood | worried ]

What a world it is where that man--thing makes everyone go batty. And he has. Look at everyone running around like chickens with their heads cut off. This is absolute pandemonium. I'm not getting into this fray. I'm not sinking to that level, it only feeds right into his confidence...

maybe I should just talk to Sylvie again. And other people... these damn Order Members are no better than the rest. They need to get up there and clear the clouds or something...

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Private to the Order [07 Feb 2006|03:44pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

You idiots, what are you doing? All right, maybe I'm not one of you, but I'm certainly not one of them either. Lord Volder-guy yells boo and you all fall over and cry! What kind of fool wouldn't take that opportunity to get what he wants when everyone is acting like it's already over? Look, Obviously I can't be trying to 'trick' you or whatever you think is wrong with me right now because I'm a traitor now and I'll get killed too, so maybe you can at least take a liiiittle stock in what I'm saying?

You're just-- it's just!-- What the hell is wrong with you all? This is supposed to be Dumbledore's amazing army against evil? Right, the book was a misstep, granted, but jesus christ haven't you all been up against worse before? I'm so bloody pissed right now, you're bloody adults! You've been fighting this shit for years! This is what you've been waiting for! This is the culmination of all that insane planning you do all the time! And you're just going to get scared and go boo hoo hoo now we're dead??

I can understand the students at the school getting all batty, it's always been a nuthouse in there-- but you spineless gits need to get your act together! It's ridiculous, the bravest one of you so far has been the obnoxious little headgirl, Granger. Incredible. The world never ceases to amaze me.

Ugh. I don't know which side is more disgusting.

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Private. private. private. Yup. [01 Feb 2006|10:56pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Life is... an interesting thing, I guess? Seems to be.

I've seen the headquarters of the most evil wizards alive, and now I've seen the headquarters of the wizards fighting against that very thing. And I don't feel like I belong to any of them. God, what I could make on the information I know.

I ought to do it, I'd be set. Until I got killed for it all. That's always a drawback.

I just wonder... with every new step I take, less and less people know of my whereabouts or even that I'm alive. How long until I'm dead to the Death Eaters? And... what about the friends I left behind? Sylvie can't tell them I'm alive this time. Maybe they're on their own. Maybe I'm on my own. Maybe my lot in life is to be shuffled around to everyone until I'm no longer useful or safe or whatever...

Did Snape really do this for me? I miss them already. Draco's getting really ruffled about Parkinson's engagement... Parkinson. What is she thinking? They're both idiots. They deserve each other...

Maybe they really do. I don't want to think about it. And Theo and Su Li? I've got no idea. But I hope so, they can't seem to get away from each other. Stupid kids.

I miss them already.

I did help find Nature's Nobility though. That was cool.

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[29 Jan 2006|02:00am]
[ mood | scared ]

[Private]Collapse )

[Private to Sylvie Fawcett, with a ward that's the strongest she's ever, ever tried to make.]Collapse )

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This is weakly warded Private... also R [22 Jan 2006|07:58pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Holy shit. As if I didn't have enough going on in my life.


I don't know if I can handle being part of this. God, I hope I don't have to do anything...

[private to Dr--

[private to Th--


screw it. everyone's fucked anyway.

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Private to Draco Malfoy [21 Jan 2006|09:31pm]
[ mood | angry ]

You didn't really think you'd get away with that, did you?

You really haven't made up your mind then.

Good to find out, I guess.

Don't worry, you'll pay.

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Wacky S-A ward, visible only to those to know of her being alive [15 Jan 2006|08:34pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Happy Birthday to meeeeee! Happy Birthday to meeeeee!

That's right suckers, you dropped the ball!

[Private to Theo]

Hey! Yeah, I changed my mind about showing up, if you hadn't noticed. Looking over my shoulder the whole time versus warm and cushy surroundings is not a hard choice. Hope you're well though.

Oh by the way, when did you turn into such an idiot?

[/Private to Theo]

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Warded against anyone who doesn't know she's alive. [13 Dec 2005|04:54pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I thought visitations would make my feelings go away. I thought seeing people would quell my desire for people, school, and the world. But it's only made it worse.

I couldn't have anything for what felt like so long; now it feels like the floodgates have been let open: I want everything, I want it all. I want everyone, desperately, in every way. I want to learn everything. I want to go everywhere in the world. I want to explore every castle, especially the school.

It's funny, I should be so thankful for being here at all. But now that I'm free, I feel more trapped than ever.

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Brand new journal!! [08 Dec 2005|07:13pm]
Private to Sylvie FawcettCollapse )

Private to Lavender BrownCollapse )

Private to Pansy ParkinsonCollapse )

Private to Draco MalfoyCollapse )
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It's hard to find a girl in hiding ^^ [06 Dec 2005|07:41pm]
Reply Owl to SylvieCollapse )
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[01 Dec 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Probably the most bizarre Owl Sylvie will have received lately.Collapse )

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[25 Nov 2005|12:45pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Quick Owl to DracoCollapse )

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[15 Nov 2005|12:37pm]
Return Owl to TheodoreCollapse )
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[10 Nov 2005|08:25pm]
Owl to Draco MalfoyCollapse )
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[04 Nov 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Owl to Nott, Return Owl to FawcettCollapse )

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[23 Oct 2005|11:36pm]
Letter and Present! to Sid, er, SylvieCollapse )
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[15 Oct 2005|12:32pm]
And now, Notes to Sylvie, Lavender, AnthonyCollapse )
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[15 Oct 2005|11:07am]
An Owl for each, Draco and TheodoreCollapse )
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[28 Sep 2005|04:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

All this post has spawned letter writing frenzy! Letter to Lavender BrownCollapse )

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[26 Sep 2005|05:58pm]
Note to Theo NottCollapse )
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